See my smile? it was born from amphetamines

It seems amphetamines is the only reason I have to smile.

Eating: Nothing (Last thing was a Fried Chicken leg and broccoli, rice and cheese)

Drinking: Nothing (last thing a Pepsi Next)

Listening: Nick Pitera's One Man Disney Movie, now Soon and Let Me Be Your Wings sung by Nick Pitera from Thumbalina
Skillet Falling Inside the Black

Have you ever noticed, that sometimes you're less happy when something ends up going the way you want it too?
My old boss from my parent's church has been scouting out workers for Sunday school children's classes, and I asked my mom if I worked with her, if she'd work with me. She said yes, so we decided that we'd start working in the 2 year old classroom. So we applied, and I needed to talk to the woman, she wasn't there when we finished filling out the form. Well, I was a little mad, so I left her a note telling her I needed to talk to her, that I had a question. So I emailed her, and finally remembered to get on Sunday morning to check my email.
I have been going to another church, that is like a 5 minute drive from my parent's church. It's also Presbyterian, while my parent's is baptist. I am NOT baptist. Anyway, she told me that the policy was I had to go to a service or a small group. That is secretly what I wanted so I wouldn't be tied down to one church, especially a baptist one.
I got what I thought I had wanted, but I'm not so sure now. I mean, it's over and done with, I'm not going to go back and tell her 'yeah, I'll do it..'  I guess I was excited to be working with kids again.
I got what I wanted, but hearing that made my day totally crappy.
It also might have been from the fact that once again, my sister pointed out the fact that she thinks I'm wrong for going to the church I feel I belong at. Which really does hurt. I believe if you're not a rounded human being and respect other's opinions and feelings, what the fuck is the point? I certainly won't be around you much.