I'm going to be completely honest with you, lovely reader. I don't have a flying flip of a clue what I did the 10th. I went to school, but I cannot really remember what happened much of last Tuesday(10th).
Looking back over what notes I wrote, we started with skin. Facials and things having to do with those things. HAIR REMOVAL! That's what we did Tuesday!
I didn't get to do it because my partner has no eyebrows. They're tattooed on. She did mine though. I got so red and puffy that everybody came over to see my eyebrow. It was bad enough the teacher went to get special lotion for me. Then the wax was even worse. She accidentally took off the end of my eyebrow, and even days later, I have like peeling skin under my eyebrow now. Oh well, what can you do(other than not using wax, ever, ever again)
Nothing much else happened that day, other than after I got home.
I was talking to my friend, telling her I wanted to go down to her house to hang out before she 'moved' away. I also wanted to get any clothes I left there, and some nail polishes I borrowed. There's also a woman I get my hair cut close to my friend's house. And I was just gonna do it all at once. And she told me just not to come down. I was like... Really? And asked her what was up, or if she was just "holding her tongue". She kept saying 'no. Just don't come down'. And it's like... Okay, there's something up, no matter what you say. And I was like, "you know what, whatever." she said she'd come by the day she was leaving so I could give her back the shorts I accidentally brought home last time I went over there. I think she's jealous that I'm finally following my dream. Even though she's the one who sat there, and yelled at me telling me that I need to do something, I have my stupid high school diploma, so freaking use it. More than once. And now that I am, she's just jealous. I think she's scared. She had a chance to do what she wanted, and to get what she needed but now she's pushing me away. She's also pushing me away because she doesn't want to miss me when she moves. We were also talking about wedding songs, and I said I wanted something out of the ordinary, so I said Sorry Sorry by Super Junior, and she said "I'd go to that if I was back there, but not if you did any of the other ideas." So it's like... you seriously wouldn't go just because I have a song that's "been done"...???? Seriously?? Are you kidding me? So I'm like... really? You know what, I don't care anymore. You're gonna be like that I don't want to deal with you. Move away, don't come back. You lose my trust, you never get it back.
This ending thought was the quote for my phase one classes one of the days this last week, and it fit especially well, I thought, to the drama I was dealing with.
Ending thought: "A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort." - Herm Albright
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